Down to faith.

well it seems too long since someone got engaged or needed a gmail invite, so I figured that I’d give a quick update to my life

last May I had a whole week off (first time in over 3 years) and I lived up my vacation as much as possible (it was centered around Star Wars’ 30th birthday, so it would’ve been hard for me not to have a good time). pretty much I had a week of being happy & 2nd day back to work that feeling went into hiding, so I started thinking a lot about what I wanted to be doing, what would make me happy and it mainly came down to moving back home (Chicago land)

my lease was about to end in Milwaukee & my brother needed a roommate in Chicago, the only thing that was missing was a job to, you know, pay bills and stuph like that. so my mindset was ‘if I can get a job before my lease ends I’ll move’ until…

…until I was talking w/ Mr. Gin and I said ‘It all comes down to faith that this is right thing to do.’

has anyone else here had a moment of divine revelation that sneaks up on you and then stares you right in the face? it is like getting a glimpse of your own predestination sitting behind the knowledge of free choice. most of what you see is choice, it fills your field of view, but for a split second you could see your path. and even though that moment was so very short it stays with you, so that when you close your eyes choices stops being plural

so I quit my job in Milwaukee & moved in with my brother. I have found some work, but not a job. there have been a lot of things that have been scary in the last few months and a lot of things that have surprised me. It all comes down to faith.